I know I am not the only person who lives a double life. For me, this is a matter of HOW I live my life and how I manage to handle a "me, myself and I" persona.(Notice that I said "persona", not "personas"..I am well integrated!) As I said in my profile on Velvet9, this means that part of me wants to be promiscuous, part of me wants to have a one-man relationship, and another part wants to be celibate.
As I go through a typical day I find that the part of myself that wants to be promiscuous usually wins out. As I bathe I am conscious of how my body feels; I love to use stimulating scents to wash my pussy and ass so that they feel tingly. I like to rub them with a rough, loufa washcloth. I love to stimulate my large breasts by lifting each breast up to suck on the hard nipples. As I push them against the cold shower walls I feel incredibly turned on. I push my ass cheeks against the walls as well, and I am delightfully aware of the need to fuck. I lather up my dildo vibe and rub it on my clit and labia and then push it in my wet cunt. Oh, God! The vibration drives me wild as the head of the artificial cock stimulates my g-spot. I feel like gyrating and bend my knees to fuck the vibe. As I sit down on the shower ledge I continue to fuck and fuck and it feels so damn good! As I reach an incredible orgasm I cry out in ecstasy.
After rinsing off I then use a large towel to dry off. I am still turned on and put the towel between my legs and rub it back and forth, over and over. I lie down on my plush rug and grab another vibrator which works more quickly than the other one. I lift my hips up and down, bucking as I come hard again.
Once I am dried off I apply my favorite emollient, scented lotion to my body. I admire my breasts in the mirror and wish there was a man with me to share the sexy feelings I have. I would love to have him put the lotion on my back, ass and legs and then hold me close to his nude body. If this were to happen I know I would want to fuck him.
As I dress I am still keenly aware of my sexuality and play it up by wearing one of my lace push-up bras that enhance my cleavage. I wear a low-cut soft, thin blouse with buttons that can be opened quickly and easily should the opportunity arise. My tight pants show off my ass cheeks and pussy lips, leaving almost nothing to the imagination. My strapy shoes show off my dark painted toenails and small pedicured feet.
I blow-dry my hair and style it to suggest that it is ok for it to be messed up and messed with. My make-up is very natural looking and enhances my nice, soft complexion.
It may sound like I am fixated on myself and my appearance, but the details are all meant to entice a man and to be ready for a provocative encounter. As I go out to the bank, the store, the cleaners, the post office, etc. I am constantly aware of my sexual drive and am looking out for a man to express this animal urge between my legs.
At one point I get out my mini vibrator and sit in my car where I can use it on my clit. I just need a release of this sexual energy within me! If I can't find a man, the vibe will have to do. My mind is full of erotic fantasies as I fuck myself with the little vibe and it doesn't take long for me to cum again. I imagine that a policeman approaches my car to give me a ticket and he changes his mind when he sees what I am doing. I would love to invite him into my car so I can suck his cock and feel his mouth on my pussy, breasts and derriere. I would love for him to enjoy a break from his police radio and fuck me silly. I would be want him to cum all over my breasts and face, and I would love to lick him clean.
I would manage to make myself somewhat more "presentable" so that I could continue my errands. In fact, my conservative, "behave yourself" persona would emerge and no one would guess that I was the horny woman I am; no one would know how eager I am to fuck and suck like I do. I would appear to be celibate even as my pussy would be throbbing after the police encounter. No one would know how wet my pussy was or that I carried a vibe in my purse.
I would call my aunt to visit and we would discuss everything except sex, politics and religion. I would be on my best behavior and temporarily suppress my sexual urges. "Yes, I will pray for you", I would say, knowing full well that once I got off the phone I would slide into my whore mode and masturbate intensely.
There is just something wonderful about living a double life because of the "secret" I carry inside. This makes every day exciting because I know that I can shift from one persona to another out in public, but when I get home or get the opportunity I can be horny as hell and express my innermost truth, my high sex drive.
Here's to the "Me, myself and I" in all of us!
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