I think we have all heard the old cliche about wanting to be a "fly on the wall" and it usually had something to do with wanting to know what was going on behind closed doors.
Maybe it was wanting to hear what our parents were saying about us or for me meetings at which my mom or dad had with a teacher or the principal and I wondered what kind of trouble I was in this time.
As I got older, the cliche came to mind whenever I would see a car parked along "Old Joe's Road" or up behind the water tower, two favorite parking spots in my home town.
I would wonder what the couples were doing, were they just making out or what?
Once in a while some of us guys without dates would sneak up as close as we could to see whatever we could.
If we were lucky, we might see a little skin, maybe a naked breast or two or someone's naked butt sticking up in the air. One time I was surprised to find not just a pair of naked breasts, but two pair and knowing there were two girls really got me going.
But I digress to an earlier time.
As I got older and thought about some of these earlier experiences I got to wondering what it would be like to have someone watching me, a fly on my wall!
It did not make a difference to me if they were watching me having sex with my girlfriend or even just masturbating. One thing led to another and I started to become more daring in public settings.
If I were parking with my girlfriend, it was not enough anymore to just get access to her breasts by pushing up her blouse and bra, or having her just unzip my pants and pull my dick out to play with. I would have to remove her blouse and bra or take my pants and underwear completely off, hoping that just maybe someone was watching us.
When we would go the movies and start to make out, if she was ready to do more, I would at least open her blouse and get her bra as much out of the way as possible so that someone sitting in the right spot could possibly catch a glimpse of her breast.
Also, I would push my trousers and underwear down my thighs for her to play with me, again hoping that someone might be watching.
After I was married--I seemed to be looking for more opportunities for the fly on the wall--for him to get a good view.
One of my favorites was whenever my wife was outside gardening. It was the ideal time to masturbate in front of an open window as she watched and I of course was hoping that others may be watching too. (And there were a few times that I knew someone else was watching.)
I would be so much more turned on in these situations and there were even times that my wife would turn towards the house and open her blouse flashing a naked breast or two as I masturbated.
My ejaculation during these sessions would be so intense and so forceful that cum would shoot through the screen on the window and run down the outside.
There were times I knew someone was watching and each time it happened, whether it be a neighbor or just someone walking down the sidewalk, I found I reacted more intensely.
In each incident, nothing was said by the other individual.
One of the neighbor ladies liked to come back; I gladly gave her repeat performances in the same window as I saw her lingering in front of my house waiting for her dog to raise his leg by my old Maple.
Many times I have gotten the urge and was by myself and masturbated in situations where I might get seen. Never real blatant where I would just whip it out in the middle of the street or anything, but just where I knew there might be someone that could see me.
These ranged from a public restroom to remote corners of the city park or in my car parked in a large parking lot to in my car driving down the street. Risky yes, but also a very large turn-on!
Now as I have found internet chat rooms, there is a new audience for my exhibitionism and even when I am limited to a chat only situation, the talk is such that I can imagine myself as a fly on the wall watching the other person.
Sometimes the chat is very hardcore and obviously intended for the participants to masturbate and get off while chatting.
Other times that communication is more "soft porn" and the sexual overtones are what are read between the lines instead of what is being said. Each of these can lead to the same results if each party is willing (and able depending upon where they are chatting from.)
Sharing and posting pictures on some of these sites is both good and not so good.
For those chats that are of the more hardcore type, seeing the other person's body or portions thereof, can add to the sexuality and be a huge turn-on.
NOT being able to see in ordinary chats, one gets to using his or her imagination and that can be better sometimes than the cold hard realty of actually seeing a picture.
Exchanging videos adds another dimension to those chats and can be a great turn-on as well.
However, in the case of the more subtle "soft porn" type of communication, pictures or live chat, is not exchanged and one may not even have an idea of what the other person looks like. In these cases, the power of the words is what drives the intensity of the situation.
More romantic scene setting and the use of innuendo can be as much if not more of a turn-on. This is truly where the fly on the wall THOUGHTS come into play.
During these conversations I am left to wonder . . . Is she fully clothed and rubbing her breasts on the outside of her clothes? Does she have her blouse open and is she massaging her breast through her bra?
Maybe she is topless and actively fondling herself. Maybe she has a hand in her pants and is very gently rubbing her clit or maybe she is completely naked, with one hand on her breasts, pinching her nipples, squeezing her tits and the other with a finger (or two or three) buried in her pussy.
It's then I love to imagine the juicy sounds they are making!
Meanwhile, I may be sitting in my office, rubbing my hard member on the outside of my pants.
Maybe I have even taken it out of my pants and stroking it slowly. Maybe I even have my pants wide open and underwear pulled down and am very blatantly jacking off!
I might be in my bed and be completely naked enjoying the conversation, deeply involved, making it difficult to keep typing responses one handed!
Maybe the chat is one-sided, where one party knows that the other is not in a situation to be able to play with themselves, but willingly offers up sexy chatter to help their friend get off on the other end.
In some cases, one individual is not sure about how hot to get, not wanting to give in to the animal desires, but still interested enough to provide some level of participation. This may only be sexual innuendos of which they know their friend's response.
Only the fly on the wall knows for sure to what level each participant is either actively or passively participating.
Maybe he is rubbing his hard-on through his trousers, not realizing the large wet spot from his own pre-cum while he imagines what his friend would look like with clothes off, tweaking a nipple or slowly jacking his hard cock!
Or maybe he has his hard cock in his hand, jacking off, not worrying about who may catch him, thinking about his friend doing the same thing--or then again--two guys going at it on line while imagining that it is the other person's hand on his cock rather than his own. OR, how about two women imagining their partner with their fingers between their legs as they explore their bi-sexuality or openly lesbian desires.
YES, I WOULD LIKE TO BE A FLY ON THE WALL, BUT COME TO THINK OF IT, I AM!
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