It was over a long time ago But still he is there in the recesses of my mind. It doesn't make me sad any more, It is kind of like a really good movie, You replay the best parts over and over in your mind and the images come rushing back.
That's really all it was, was images ; images of what could have been. The desire, the heat, the wanting all those lucious feelings that we shared.
All the thinking and wondering what if, all the flirting and emptying our emotions into a relationsip that never came to be.
It's funny how easily we are caught up in all these feelings and how tantilizing they can be, But then you think clearly and realize that you've got it all right in your very own backyard you just couldnt see it because it had gotten buried with time.
But once you uncover it, you realize how very lucky you are to still have it, to still want it, to desire it with all that passion and wanting that you felt so long ago.
Yes, he is still there in the recesses of my mind, and like that good movie I can take it out and replay it any time, but the realness of what's right here overshadows all else.
I hope I can think of that the next time Adam comes along with another apple!
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