I am lying in my bed. It is dark. The rain was really coming down outside. I was wearing shorts and a t-shirt. Then I could feel a presence in the room. There it was a familiar smell. Hot summer rain bringing back old feelings, a deep longing wanting and needing to be loved. Feeling something that I haven't felt in a long time. Lying there looking at your picture, missing the last time we were together.
You are a world away from me. Forbidden because like black and white in the 50's. I remember when we used to talk and play together as children, then when we got older we went our separate ways, living and loving our own lives keeping in touch through college. Never really exploring those suttle flirtations on numerous occassions, now that you are there and I am here you finally ask why didn't we ever....
I can hear you sigh through the phone. I have no answer because I could have asked it too. You tell me you love me but I can't say anything. We have said that for years. I have these dreams about you and when you call sometimes I just look at the phone because now that you are gone away from here you ask all of the questions that you could have asked while here. I love you too, but my being won't let me tell you that. Torn and confused. Half way asleep and awake, intoxicated by a memory of your essence. Resolving myself to believing that this is a dream.
I feel you near. Remembering when we were children hiding underneathe a tree or a porch during a rainstorm. You sitting really close to me like you were there to protect me by holding my hand and telling me you would stop the lightening if it tried to get me.
Now lying here in limbo I know you are here. Your presence, your body, your being. Then I feel your touch. I am startled awake wondering and confused. Is it really you? Shhh! you whisper in my ear holding me down. Feeling a touch that I have longed for, for over 15 years. Your dark hair, green eyes,average built body. You have taken off your clothes already. You start to kiss me. I can taste your breathe and feel it on my lips, musky manly, firm lips. I touch your face to make sure it is you. You lay down beside me. I can feel the hair on your legs tickling my legs, you run your hands over my body fondling me arousing all of my senses.
You remove my t-shirt and shorts and lay down on top of me, I can feel the hair on your chest and stomach touching my stomach and nipples. You hover over me gently spreading my legs with yours. You enter me with ease and slide in and out, slowly working us into bliss. I run my fingers through your dark hair, kiss your neck, trying to keep a memory of every second that passes in case this is all a dream. Finally I love you escapes my wanting lips. You moan into my hot skin. Grabbing me and holding tight and close. I don't want to let you and I don't want you to let me go. Our sweaty bodies entwined in lust and love we cum together in one hot breathe.
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