I can't believe I got fooled once more,
The only two I ever loved threw my heart on the floor.
The first one I always knew that he eventually would,
But the second one I was sure that he just couldn't.
How can I be so very wrong all of the time?
I foolishly believe them when they say they are mine.
It is a pain I don't relish this hole in my heart,
From the parts they have taken and torn apart.
I guess my lesson has finally been learned,
Give away my love and end up spurned.
The thing that is so very disappointing to me,
Was the lack of consideration and honesty.
At least the first wanted me right up until the end,
But the second my heart will take much longer to mend.
Because he was the one who briefly loved me back,
He was the first to really say it and give my heart what it lacked.
Funny how in just a few weeks everything you thought you had does change,
You are searching for missing answers your feelings you must rearrange.
I suppose I will stick to only having fun and games,
Anyone you have real feelings for always becomes estranged.
I don't know if I will ever be foolish enough to love like that,
I just cannot take having my heart used as a door mat.
I feel as though all of my hope has been severely tainted,
I don't know if with that kind of love I will ever be reacquainted.