No one ever loved that part of you before,
Every time we got tight you ran straight for the door.
I think I showed you something completely brand new,
It totally blew your mind, you didn't know what to do.
It seemed to me as easy as it could be,
We would be secret lovers, yes you and me.
I have had these kind of relationships before,
I knew what to expect, but it left you torn.
That part of you did not know how to accept my love at all,
No one had loved it before not at all like I did fall.
I have never wanted anyone so very much,
All I could dream about is how we could ever touch.
I loved those special things that were our private fantasies,
But it never came to fruition, you just ran away from me.
Those who knew of us say someday you will be back,
Because I have all the secret things that you truly lack.
And some day you will crave them, I should just wait and see,
But my heart has been broken because you did not trust me.
When we were both in our most difficult times,
You up and disappeared and left me behind.
Still I forgive you for all the promises that you broke,
I can't seem to stop wanting you it's like some sort of sick joke.
My heart constantly betrays me when it comes to you,
It is so very blind it wants you no matter what you do.
Always missing you is so deeply engrained into my being,
Though I know your face is something I just won't be seeing.
All I can do is wonder if I will ever hear from you again,
You know anything you want I will always send.
Because no matter what I will forever think of you as my pet,
I will love that secret part of you always so don't you ever fret.
Even though I really believe I may never ever hear from you,
Your secrets will always be safe with me, you can count on that as true.
If you should show your face in many years down the road,
I will give you anything you want and never tell you to go.
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