That feeling was there, I knew it the minute we started to chat. That feeling that arouses you just with a few suggestive words. My loins started to tingle and the lustful side of my brain kicked into gear.
Why does this happen with some guys and with others there is nothing, no inkling, no tingle, no desire, no passion. Two guys can use the very same words and yet there is just a different feeling.
You know when the chemistry is there, even in an on line relationship, you can just feel it. It can't have anything to do with how the person looks or sounds because those things are not part of the equation with on line relationships.
SO what makes it happen? How are we so drawn to some and others we don't even give a second glance? I don't know what makes it happen, it is a mystery to me..........but i know it when I feel it.
Lust comes from below the belt. It is lewd and a little bit wicked. SOmehow I think we have a sixth sense for that little bit of wickedness and crave more of it. It seems dangerous and inviting and we crave it. We can sense it in others and its appeal is incredibly strong.
I sense that in you as our conversation grows as our chats deepen. I can sense that desire, that lust, and I want more of it. I respond to your words with incredible boldness, totally unlike me in character. You bring this out in me, my nasty side, Why do I love it so???
I am hooked, I am blind to reality. I am caught in this lustful passion that only deepens as we continue our journey. When will it end? When will the craving, the wanting stop? How far will it lead me down this unkown path?
How can I be in love with one person , yet have this desire for another? The answers don't come but that feeling does. I am taken up again by your words, caught in the desire for more. I want it. I need it............. It's just chemisty I guess.