I recently saw an episode of "How I met you mother" which dealt with this situation. Damn here I go on another mind trip! Recalling last words spoken is pleasant but also very painful!
The memories flood my mind!
When my dad passed away in 88' I only remember my last words to him before he passed. I leaned down and whispered that "I love you , daddy" like as though it was a secret that no one should know.
He died shortly after as I watched his body take it's last breath and heartbeat! I had never seen a person die before that. I had seen many other bodies but not that! When I walked out to tell the nurses that he had passed they immediately ran into his room and I walked down that long hall to tell the other family members. My sister saw my face and knew what had happened and ran down to his room crying.
Even though my family has always been a loving a caring group I didn't want any condolences and refused to hug anyone but elected to leave the hospital and go home and drank myself to sleep!
Nine months later my best friend and soul-mate also died and she had written a note to me that said "where's dobie?" For some reason she always called me her "dobie ruv" which I accepted graciously. I must have reminded her of the old character in the "Dobie Gillis" tv series. I gave her cooked shrimp to eat and they were called "Dobie Ruv's" shrimp!
I was heartbroke that I didn't get to see her in the hospital for the first time since I had visited her so much any other times she was hospitalized for other surgeries. She was indeed my best friend! She has visited me many times since her death and helped me through some really rough times in my life.
Saying good-bye is never easy unless you have a heart of steel. I cried so hard as I watched them lower her precious body into the ground.
I had told her that "I'll always be here for you until the end." And apparently this was indeed the end.
The memories of her undressing in front of me trying to get ready to attend her father's funeral is still fresh in my mind. "I'm sorry Butch" she said. "But I don't know what to do right now." I told her not to worry about that and I would help her through it. As it turned out I saw her undressed many times after a night of drinking wine and undressed her myself on occasion.
We always made such sweet passionate love to each other when I was at her house. I miaa you my darling Carolyn! Rest in peace until we meet again, my one and only love.!!
I could write many other stories about the same thing but I won't. This one has to be the best experience in my life!
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