Thinking too much while in the act..wondering if he is loving me the same way back.
Needing him to tell me and share his soul,
need him to hold me without being told so.
I look in his face and my heart skips a beat,
wanting to kiss him and have our lips meet.
He doesn't know he is everything to me.
But from the time we met I knew he wanted to be free.
I regret he isn't mine fully and complete,
for now this love what ever we call it is just
our weekly meets.
Wishing for more and knowing it won't come.
I ride him now and let him give me some.
I see his face look away but smile and look back as if something to say.
I kiss his lips and take what I can get.
I love this man, this man it seems I just met.
A drive with rainbows and thinking of Shangrala.
He keeps me that happy and I would willingly stay, but meeting and loving and wondering if he feels the same way.
My life is so much better with him in it I know, the thought of him not there hurts me more than anyone can know.
I want to be all he ever needs, I want to complete him and serve his ever need.
I need to have him open up to me, I want him to know he can trust me. I love him, need him and it feels like one side, I need to have him fill that space that causes the divide.
For now I will serve this wonderful man and love him in any way I can. As long as he let's me and loves me back a little I can go on with that divide in the middle.
I hope one day there is not a gap for now I am caught in loves precious trap.
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