He watched as he sat down across the table from him, wondering if thoughts of last night had crossed his mind. He knew from their conversation that it had been the first time for by John. He knew what he wanted from him, but wasn't sure if that was what John wanted in the light of day. Daniel just knew that once wasn't going to be enough for him. As he stretched his tall muscular frame to its full 6 ft. 2 in., his thoughts drifted back to last night
Daniel and John had been friends for a long time. Since high school when, when John was the heartthrob of the school and Daniel was discovering that one of his desires didn't fit in with the norm. He had fallen for John at first sight as corny as it may sound, but the most he was able or dare to offer was friendship, which John accepted. The rest Daniel kept to himself, maintaining the friendship, which over time had grown from just friends to best friends. They both had gone off to the same college and had even spent sometime in the military. Now out, they had gone into separate professions, John a firefighter, for the city and Daniel a surgeon at a local hospital, but still maintaining their friendship.
Never in all the years had Daniel made a move on John or even told him how he felt about him. Fear had kept him silent and the hope one day the opportunity might present itself that he could speak his heart. The opportunity came one night after they had been out on a double date with their current girlfriends. In the house they share over a beer, they talk about their day and plans for the weekend. John stood up and started to walk to his bedroom taking off his clothes as he went telling Daniel his plans.
Daniel had stopped listening as he watched him and knowing John taken off his shirt the rest of his clothes would follow. Lately John was very much into having on as few clothes a possible and didn't seem to mind who he did it around. Daniel realized that it he did mind as it confused things for him. He had come to the understanding over the years that what he felt for his friend was more than friendship it had always been more.
It was in the knowing, that he had kept his silence he would take want ever he could get from John in the way of relationship and be thankful. Now it seemed that things had got confusing and he was at his wits end to know what to do about it. No, he knew he just couldn't bring himself to do so he waited for something, a sign or a word even a look to let him know it was okay and that it would be okay.
John came out the room naked still talking as if it was all normal, as Daniel tried not to stare and his friend...his love. John's body was chiseled like a statue by Michelangelo, shaved smooth, six-pack abs, and all. His impressive cock was now slowly moving from its soft state to a hard one, growing in size and girth. As he walked over to the frig to get another beer, Daniel had a view of the back of him, from his broad shoulders to his narrow waist, he was all muscle, curves and planes.
Daniel knew that he should leave the room on some pretense but couldn't as his own cock was pressing so hard against his jeans it was beginning to hurt. His body was slowly sinking into desire so deep that his mouth had gone dry and it hurt to swallow. As John kept, talking on about something Daniel shook his head slowly and closed his eyes. He just couldn't take it anymore. He stood up in spite of the pain inside and out mumbled something about being tired and walked swiftly out of the kitchen to his side of the house.
With each step, he felt pain, frustration, and anger at himself for being a coward and for John not seeing how he felt about him.
As he reached his bedroom, Daniel started taking his clothes off dropping them on the floor as his head for the shower to cool off. Lately it had become his refuge when things got to hot dealing with John. With the water running from the four head of the shower Daniel stepped in letting the water wash over him. Beating the pain and the frustration away mixed with his tears. Leaning against the wall with one arm to support him Daniel let all of pent up feelings out. He knew that after tonight he couldn't go on with thing between as they were.
Daniel was so lost in his misery that he didn't know John had joined him in the shower until he felt his hand on his right shoulder. Quickly he spun around to face a concerned look John. They stood there look at each for what seem like long moment. Daniel's face was showing all of his feelings that he was tired of hiding. John's face was showing only wonderment with a slight smile on his lips. His blue grey eyes slowly traveled from Daniel brown eyes down his body that he had cement in his memory over the years of their friendship.
He had always been aware of Daniel feelings for him and the respect that he had shown him. By not forcing them when John was just starting to figuring out who he was and what he wanted out of life. He had been trying lately to figure out a way to let Daniel know that it was okay and that he now felt the same way. Words seem to fail him now, so he did what knew would be best and what Daniel would understand and had wanted for year. John lean into Daniel and as the water rained down on them, he kissed him.
Daniel was in shock and afraid to move. If it was a dream, he didn't want it to stop. When John end the kiss pulling the space of a breath away from his lips, Daniel looked deep into his eyes and saw what he had been waiting to see all these years. With eyes wide open, they fell into each others arms as their lips reconnected this time with the passion that they both felt for each other.
John had never been with another man but he knew that Daniel had share that experience with men over the years. He understood that Daniel was bi and knew himself to be the same at least where Daniel was concerned. He had never wanted to be with any other man then him. So he let Daniel lead and he followed.
Daniel mind was racing as he tried not to overwhelm John. He had sensed that John was letting him lead and that was fine with him. Daniel had dreamed of this for years and knew what he wanted to do to him. He didn't want to fuck him ...he wanted to make love. So he taking and internal deep breath mindful of still being under the shower, Daniel started by slowly kissing and drinking the water off John's skin.
From his lips he kissed, suck his way down the front of John's body. Sucking Johns honey brown nipples into his mouth. Letting his teeth graze the flesh just a little, to the point where pain and pleasure caused John to moan and shiver. Daniel did this to his other nipple, this time with John up against the wall and out of the spray of the shower. He continues kissing and drinking the water from his body over the mounts and valleys of his abs to his cock.
This now was laying thick and hard against his body in a slight upturn curve. The bulbous head of it was a deep pink almost red. Daniel had purposely not touched it earlier, but now the hunger to have him in his mouth... Falling to his knees as he looked up into John's face, Daniel wrapped his hand around his cock. John looked down at him through eyes that were over glaze with desire.
His lips parted as if he was fighting to breathe and face flushed, John put his hands in Daniel's matted wet tangle hair and started to massage his scalpel as encouragement.
Not needing any, Daniels slide the head of Johns cock between his lips. Letting them caress the head of his cock in a sensual massage.
John head with back and he smacked his head against the shower wall. He felt no pain as what Daniel was doing to his cock radiated throughout his body. His skin started to tingle in waves as Daniel sucked more of his cock into his mouth with delicious patience and control down his throat. Once there and his lips meeting the skin at the base of John's cock, Daniel held him there.
Then slowly with effort, he started to move his throat muscles. Not much but just enough to cause John to growl and moan through clenched teeth. Daniel slackened up throat muscles and started to pull back just a little letting John know that he could take over now. John didn't need to be told twice he started to slowly move in and out of Daniel mouth. With each plunge, John pulled out a little further and picked up speed.
By now, Daniel was relaxed into a state of euphoria due to being lost in the sensation of feeling John cock in his mouth and throat. He could feel John's balls banging against his chin each time him pushed into and pulled out of his mouth. Daniel grabbed John's by his hips as the both lost themselves to the fucking and being fucked. John came in amid moans to screams ending growling that echoed off the shower walls as he shot hot salty cum down Daniels throat.
Daniel swallowed very drop of the salty thick cum and sucked on his cock to get out any that had been left behind. With his mouth still on him, John slipped down to the floor of the shower. When his cock had, gone soft Daniel released him and move to sit back only to have John pull him to an embrace that lead to a deep tongue-stroking kiss. John licked and sucked at Daniel's mouth, tasting the sweet-saltiness of his essence from his mouth.
They kissed and whispered with lips and hands until the water that had turned cold force them out of the shower. As they headed to Daniel's bed the house phone rung and John who was close to it picked up. He listen for a few second then saying yes and no after that he hung up and turned to Daniel with a serious look on his face.
"There's a big fire in the valley and they want all to report, I have to go.... I am..."
"No, go do you job and I will report to the hospital, I am sure I will be needed."
Then both went to get ready and reach the front door at the same time. Daniel had started to worry that John may have regards, but the kiss that he gave him before running out to his truck left him less worried. When he arrived at work 20minute later, his lips were still warm and tingling from the kiss. Daniel had been right and spent the next ten hours working hard to help and save lives. At the end of his shift he drove home in a fog tried and now worried, again that John may change his mind.
After all, they had not spoken about all of it just what happened in the shower. Upon arriving, he didn't see John truck in the driveway so he assumed that he was still at work. So, he went into house and for the first time realize how large and lonely it was. Tiredness along with worry caused him to take a seat in the first chair he came to. As he sat there, he thought about John and that after last night he couldn't go back to the way it was.
They would either move forward or move apart he refused to be anyone dirty little secret. With that though on his mind, Daniel closed his eyes. Only to be waked up some time later with a wet warm mouth sucking his cock. Thinking it was a dream and afraid to open his eyes, Daniel let himself enjoy the sensation of mouth and tongue as it sucked at him. Getting to be too much for him, Daniel opened his eyes to see John had moving up and down on his cock.
"What the hell are you doing?," Daniel said with a voice that was so full of emotions.
"Well, I'm just getting what I need and giving you what you need," John said before sliding Daniels cock back into his mouth and this time down his throat tasting the salty tang of precum as he went.
Sometime later when clothes had been sent to different part of the room and they had found their way again from the shower to a bed. John and Daniel had found their way into a 69 and were feverishly sucking each other as their hands alternated from massaging ass cheeks to balls and occasionally sliding fingers into tight ass holes. They came as with their mouths filled with flesh and cum. So all that could be heard where their muffled moans of pleasure, as they went from being two to one mass of shivering, quaking flesh in sensual release.
Sweat covers body laying entwine, their breathing soft and deep Daniel and John had that talked that lasted into the late morning. With breaks for more physical exploration of their relationship, which ended with Daniel bare backing John over the back of the living room sofa? Not the brightest place to try they decided later after both of them had cum and John sprayed the sofa with cum.
Later after having cleaned up the mess, and found their way back into bed, tired and dozy they wrapped themselves in each other. As sleep claimed them, they each though of what had been and what they had now. There would be change but that was something that they would deal with together. With a smile and feeling at peace, they clung to each as they drifted off to sleep.
Jeffery Smith: I Will Never Leave You.