It was only the third time had I spoke to him when he blurted out "You own me", and I knew exactly what would be my sin.
I would fall in love and use him all up, but when I really got to know him instead I decided to change his luck.
I would hang around to wait and see, if the girl he was seeing was the one meant to be.
When he started resisting me like no man ever can, I knew she would be the one to win his hand.
It was right then I decided to make his secret submissive side mine, so that he would realize all in good time.
That there was another life that he could have, that would be so rewarding he would never be sad.
I've always dreamed he would marry her and give her babies, even though I wanted him so much it drove me a little crazy.
But I knew my job and it had to be done, keep him away from men and show him a different kind of fun.
Make sure he stayed true to her, and always made sure to keep his word.
To never run off with a man again, if he needed that kind of kink it was for me he should send.
I have much more insight than a man into his heart and mind, besides being sexier I am also much more kind.
I kept pulling him back every time he tried to slip away, always enticing him with the games that we would play.
Even though he was my most special lover, I was setting him up to belong to another.
Making sure he explored his most secret side, so when he left it behind there would be no divide.
I think he did wonder why sometimes I got so pissed at him, it was because he was chatting with men.
Should she find that out it would be the end, but if it was another girl I think she would understand.
At least I could tell her I seduced him, brained washed his mind and made him give in.
And all he ever said was how much he loved her, no matter what I did there could never be another.
Though our relationship was tumultuous it had its ups and downs, I always looked forward to him being around.
Now he has left and you think I would be sad, but he has made the choice I wanted and it makes me feel so glad.
To have someone to always take care of him, to achieve that all my demands I would rescind.
Now I hope once again he returns to me, but not as my lover as the man I wanted him to be.
A husband and a father that is exactly what I wanted, though he every fantasy were the things I taunted.
Yes I used him but with a purpose always in mind, that his true love is the one that he should find.
He will always be my most special friend, I will be there for him till the very end.
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