Her words struck me like Cupid's arrow. Suddenly I felt overwhelmed with emotion for this girl that I had just made love to. Many thoughts were rushing around in my head. How do I feel about her? Is she going to get pregnant? I was scared, that much I knew, but what exactly was I scared of? I was kissing and caressing her and it felt very natural and comfortable and I didn't want to stop. I knew I wanted to be with her and the more I rationalized my feelings the more I realized that this was something very special and very strong. "Nancy", I said, "I'm not completely certain, but I think I love you too. This has all happened so fast, I need time to think about it and figure out what all this means to me." Nancy said she understood and that we should get dressed. As we dressed I told her that it was a wonderful experience but that I should have used a condom. She said she knew, but once she started down the path of taking her clothes off she couldn't stop, and if the worst happened, she wouldn't be sorry. I hugged her close and kissed her, and we agreed to walk to school together the next day. When she arrived at my front door the next morning the first thing I did was kiss her lips, right in front of my shocked mother. It felt right and I could not resist. Nancy was surprised, and delighted. We held hands as we walked and I felt so close to her. I was tempted to tell her I loved her but somehow the words wouldn't come out. I was not at all embarrassed when we got to school and people stared at us. When we reached the front of the school I saw Melissa. As we approached she noted that Nancy and I were holding hands. "Bob, can I talk to you alone?" she asked. Before I could answer Bill walked up and grabbed Melissa's arm and started to pull her away. Melissa turned on him and said "Will you stop it, I'm not your property" and she jerked her arm from his grasp. Bill looked angry and grabbed her arm again, but this time she slapped him hard in the face. There were people standing all around, and every one of them was taking in the scene. Bill realized that he was looking pretty bad and could only look worse, so he turned on his heel and stomped up the stairs. Melissa turned back to me and said "Bob"; I thought there was something special between us". "I thought so too Melissa" I responded, "but it turns out that was only infatuation". I turned to Nancy, and looking her in the eye I said, "This is love." Nancy and I continued up the stairs, leaving Melissa standing there, alone.
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