I take a bath while waiting for you! I have you on my mind. I have had these fantasies about you for a very long time. I enjoyed them to myself, always keeping them just for me.
I remember all the times you came to work, and often you came in mad about something. You smelled so nice. Did you know what that does to me? I don't think you do. You were obviously freshly showered. And the scent of you made me want you. Made me want to get up and wrap my arms around you, pulling you close and say "everything is going to be ok" and then hold you close to me till I feel the tension in you leave. While I am holding you I take in your scent and it is intoxicating. The fact that I had not had sex or held or been held by a man in so long made me more than want you, I need you. When you came in mad or sad I would try to cheer you up and calm you down, and usually it worked.
Sometimes you came in with a big smile and that in turn would make me smile. You made me smile and laugh and have fun. You would be wearing your shorts and sandals. Smelling nice and making me want to hug you and hold you and smell you and take you in. Good thing you couldn't read my mind.
One time I swear I saw your hardness in your shorts. I looked away and regained the composure that I felt like I had lost. I didn't want you to know what I was feeling, I didn't want you to see me blushing. I wanted to walk up and kiss you, wrapping my arms around you and pulling you to me chest to chest, you leg between my legs and my leg softly touching you between your legs. Then letting go of you with one hand and running my hand down your body and brushing up against your hardening cock. I reach down and feel your very stiff & large cock
We worked every weekend together and it was just you and me in the office. One day when you left for lunch we had been talking and laughing and I was enjoying you so much as I often had and we were having so much fun. I thought for a moment I saw you looking at me in a way I had never seen you do. I have watched you look at other girls and women that way but never me. This time though I saw something in your eyes and I swear I caught you looking me up and down and staring at my breasts. Anyway, I got so turned on that when you left for lunch my panties were wet and I pulled up my skirt, pulled at my panties pulling them down and then kicked them off under my desk, spread my legs and started touching myself. Thankfully it was an extremely quiet hour. I played with myself touching my hard little button and then slid my finger inside as I felt that smooth hot wetness. I pushed my finger in and out and I began to cum, it didn't take much as I was so hot ready and wet it was so nice to feel my whole body shudder. I removed my finger and touched it to my lips, the smell nice and sweet, the taste creamy, a little sweet and a little salty I licked my finger and sucked it clean...just plain yummy. I needed more! I reached into my desk drawer and pull out my toy. I didn't need anything to lube it up that day as I was so wet from just Cumming. I used the toy with my own juices rubbing over the my clit and pushing it along my pussy opening with the one hand and the other hand and fingers inside my blouse feeling and playing with my nipples, rolling them in between my fingers getting them hard grasping my breasts firmly and feeling them and they felt so nice... I just wish it was you touching them and I daydreamed that it was. I inserted the toy inside of me and I lean back in my chair, my legs spread as I assaulted my pussy with this toy and I felt the explosion Cumming and as I arch my back I feel my pussy begin to go into this rockin orgasm and begin to squirt. I could hardly breathe and as I slowed to a stop and I was beginning to be able to breathe again I began cleaning up. I just got my toy cleaned and put away, just cleaned up my pussy with wipes and was getting ready to put my panties back on when you walked through the door. I tossed my panties in my drawer and tugged at my skirt and in a bit I got up and went to the bathroom to put my panties back on. I felt like I looked so guilty, felt like I was blushing and you smiled. It was almost like you knew...but how could you? You couldn't possibly have known.
So dear my fantasies for you have been ongoing for a long time and I find out now you have had fantasies of me since we met. Now you tell me how you would go to the bathroom to masturbate when I had you so frustrated, wearing my short skirts, tanned body and showing just enough cleavage to make you want to see more, the curves of my body making you want me more. Sometimes you would wait until I left, or when you went home and in the shower or wherever you would masturbate thinking of me.
Then one day you got brave and started texting me, flirting with me and you kept doing that for so long. I was flattered, embarrassed, wanting you, needing you but refusing to do anything about it. The more I said no, the more you tried. You sent me pictures of your hardened cock...saying look what you do to me. You even sent me little videos of you masturbating and Cumming. They always turned me on and caused me to have my own personal time of masturbation. Then one day you send me a video with sound, I mean more that the sound of you stroking yourself. This one was more personal, you moaned and your stroke came faster and as you began Cumming you said Oh My God Stephanie, Oh my god...called out my name and drove me insane. I got instantly wet as usual...but wetter and needed to get to my room and get my toy. I played the video over and over again and as you were saying Oh My God Stephanie....I was saying Oh My God Baby...I going to cum and moments later my pussy pulsated and came all over my body contracted and I said Thank you baby I so needed that.
I never told you, I was too embarrassed! There were times when I wished I could have been as brave as you and done something amazing and that would be to record me masturbating to the video of you masturbating and calling out my name. Instead I asked you never to send pics or videos to my phone again. You kept asking me....But Steph don't you enjoy them, please tell me that you don't enjoy them and I won't send them. I couldn't lie to you. I did enjoy them but it felt wrong and I knew we could get fired. So I told you just to stop. You didn't do it easily or quickly but you did stop.
You left the job and I saw you a few times always feeling the sexual tension between us and still not allowing anything to happen with us.
Here we are two years later and you send me an email. Yes I have missed you, yes I have had dreams of you, yes I remember the pics and videos you sent of your large beautiful hard cock, they are forever etched into my mind and yes many of my times of masturbation has been thinking of you and seeing your videos of your beautiful cock being stroked by you, wishing I could do that, making my mouth water and making me wish I could suck you till you came, imagining you putting your engorged, stiff and beautiful cock as you place it at my pussy opening and push your hardness into me and slowly fuck me picking up the pace as your cock and balls slam into my pussy causing us both the most amazing orgasm.
We say "Oh My God"
I say..."Oh God baby this is even more wonderful than I always dreamed it would be.
You said..."Yes, it is...heavenly"
You say..."I have missed you so much and always wanted you"
I say....Me too!
You say Steph...Please let's do this for real and quit just dreaming about it! Don't deny us! Please let me love you, make love to you and fuck you to satisfaction over, then snuggle up and cuddle and spoon as we sleep and rest up for our next time! I WANT YOU!"
I say..."I want you too and I want you now! I have held off so long, waited and wished and in the end what do I have to show for it nothing except a broken heart and pain."
You say..."Steph, please give me a chance to show you how happy I can make you!"
I said..."Ok, Im ready!"
You say.... I want you too!
I want to kiss you so deep and feel your heart beating fast as you hug me and your titties push against my chest.
I say.... Hmmmm yumm. You have me breathing hard, heart beating hard and panties wet. I keep trying to forget you and I cannot get you off my mind or out of my panties! There are so many things I would love to do to you and with you. Seems so difficult and even impossible most of the time. I get embarrassed and ashamed. Yet I want you!
So we agree that perhaps we should quit talking, chatting emailing and dreaming and just do it!
You say... Wow Steph ...my cock is throbbing in my pants right now and it wants you!
To Be Continued!
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