I wish I could say that my actions was because I am unhappily married, but that would be a lie. I wish I could say that it was an accident and that I am ashamed, but I am not. I am happily married and have been for almost ten years now.I married young, 17 and to tell the truth, was a virgin on my wedding night. I have only known my husband on any intimate level and seemed satisfied until I fell into a horrible trap with myself.
I admit, I am a flirtatious woman in my now late twenties. Several children have changed my appearance quite a bit, but has not damaged me to be unbecoming. I have been told so many times that I am beautiful, on which I laughed at because I feel as though my red hair and freckled body has never been pleasing to anyone but my husband. I have never thought my self to have the perfect figure nor beauty that most real feminine women have. I am a farmer, I am at work in fields and cattle everyday. My husband is a truck driver. Long hours and usually days away from me, I get lonely as any woman would.
Things seemed innocent enough when I hired a farm hand to help me milk my cows and to do odd and ends. I needed the help because tending to my two boys and farm work was becoming stressful. I decided that a farm hand... only part-time would help a bit. Of course my husband thought that it was a great idea for a little stress relief. Little did he know how much stress would be relieved because of the farm hand.
I hired the man out of the influence of my cousin. My cousin said that Kaleb was raised in farming and would be a great help. I agreed to interveiw him, which I did. He seemed level headed, and totally not my type. My husband has never been a muscular man, but Kaleb was built for working. you could tell that he could lift a bale of hay without a single grunt. I found myself looking at him and thinking, he is nothing like my husband. I was sure that it would be no problem hiring him because of that reason alone.
Four months went by and seemed to run smoothly. I had seen my husband every other weekend for a day and a half at a time. Not much time at all for a couple to keep in sex... you could tell by how grunpy we were to one another. I love my husband, but sometimes I hate him for his career. My kids suffer and so do I. But how can I harp on him for his choice when he has never uttered a word about mine. I grin and bare it thinking that I am blessed to have a man that works and loves me.
Since things were going to great on the farm I decided to double my herd. I had a small herd of fifty head, and now was the time to make it one hundred. I had put back enough over the last year to purchase my new cattle. Now I had to go get it.
I was going to have to drive out of state. I was actually going to have to drive to Texas to pick out my herd and get a trailer full and have the rest delivered. There is no way my kids could go from Tennessee to Texas without going stir crazy so I have to take them to my brothers for the days I will be gone. After I dropped my boys off at his house I head back to the farm to hook my trailer up and pack a few things. I would be staying at least six days to be sure of quality plus the drive there was going to take at least 16 hours... there is no way I could speed with a trailer.
While I was hooking my trailer Kaleb pulls up. He has a duffle bag in his hand. I am looking at him like he is nuts."what are you packed for?" I asked truly wanting to know what the man was thinking. He dropped the bag on the ground walks over and starts helping finish place the locks on. "I am going to help you with your herd." He said it as if her were certain I was okay with it.I step back and throw my hands in that air and plainly said, "No." I told him that I couldn't let him go for too many reasons. "One," I exclaimed, "I have to have you here to take care of things for me, two, I do not think my husband would feel too happy with you going with me to Texas. Besides I only know you from what you do around here."
He just stood there grinning like an opossum."I figured you would say that. So, I told my friend that you would hire em for the days were gone. Trust me the farm will be in good hands and..." he started to carry on with his plan but I interupted him mid sentence." You did what?! I never talked with you about that and I surely will not hire someone I have never met to work for me." As soon as I got the words out of my mouth and truck pulls in and out hops a woman about my age. She was very pretty and looked as if she was the outdoors type. She walks straight up to me and says, "I am Sandra, your temperary hand. nice to meet you, Kaleb told me that his boss was a beautiful, hard working woman and needed help. I was hoping that you would let me work this job because i am a little short right now." I stood there with my jaw clenched tight. Here I was standing with this woman beleiving had hired her and standing with a manipulative farm hand. I looked at Kaleb and he had the biggest grin on his face.
I took a deep breath and welcomed Sandra by telling her what I expected." All my calves are to be bottle fed, mix my feeds according to the charts, milk the herd twice a day. 4 am and 4 pm. clean the barn daily. Blah blah blah. I stood there over an hour explaining things and then told her that I would give her 115 a day. She agreed, we shook and then I jumped in the truck. Kaleb jumped in, buckeled up and gave out a huge sigh. " Are you ready for this long drive?" He asked in a playful manner. I just locked my jaw and started driving. "Oh, you are mad at me... are you going to be silent this whole trip there... if you are... it will be a long drive."He said very serious but still had on a smile. I reached over and turned the radio on.
After about two four hours, I was getting tired of music. I reached over and turned it off. After a few moments of silence, kaleb starts talking again. "You shouldn't be mad at me ya know, you should be mad at your husband." I just glanced over out the corner of my eye. He continued. "He actually called my lastnight and asked that I go with you. he said that he knows what it is like to drive so far away and he wanted me to split the drive and keep an eye on you." I know my face must had gotten blood red. I gave a grrrr sound out of my throat and almost went into a frustrated yell. "Why didn't you tell me this at the farm?! Why didn't he tell me himself what he wanted?! Why does everyone think I need help and looking after?! Do I not take care of my kids alone, do I not handle everything alone?! He should know by now that I can do it ALONE!"
I was almost panting because of the anger and the breath that I just wasted. Kaleb looked at me so weird. I guess it is because I have never shown him how frustrated I was about my situation. He sat ther quiet for a while and then out of no where he asks, "do you want to talk." I just kept quiet and drove on for a couple more hours. Finally I pulled in to a truck stop. I needed fuel and needed to eat. "You hungry?' I asked very blunt and simple. Kaleb just nodded. After fueling up I parked and jumped out to go in and get something to eat. kaleb followed suit. We sat at a booth and started looking at the menu."I am sorry." I said as a layed my menu down. "I shouldn't be angry at you or my husband.I just thought that this would be a break away from people. My own little private time to think about things and decide on some stuff. Away from work, kids and just my life." I exhaled as if i had held my breath for a year. He just sat there, sipping his iced tea. I guess I expected him to say something but I have no idea what he could had said.
We ate without another word.we had been on the road only seven hours, we were not even halfway there.I pulled my keys from my pocket of my bootcut jeans and started to hop in when i felt a hand on my shoulder. Kaleb had grabbed me and turned me around. My heart began to beat and my nouth almost watered.I waas startled yet curious as to why he had whipped me around like that. He slid his hand from my shoulder, down my arm, to my wrist and then he took the keys from my hand. I never took my eyes off his face the whole time. He stared at me in the eyes as I did him. he then uttered, "My turn to drive." I swallowed hard and said very softly,"okay."
My mind was going a hundred miles per hour. I was confused as to why I had a ache in my gut. I felt as though I were seventeen again and a cute guy was talking to me. 17 I thought...how young and unknowing was I? If I knew then what I knew now... I would had done different. but at the same time, I would had done the same.I do not regret my husband or kids, I just wonder what it would be like to be wanted my another man. Why these thoughts were harassing me while I rode on the passenger side of this truck I have no idea. I began hating myself for feeling this way... why did I expect something different than what happened when he took my keys? Why did him touching my arm make me almost want to be held and kissed? What was wrong with me?
It was now a little after midnight, I was tired and I knew that Kaleb was. "12 hours down, 4 more to go." I said in a youthful chuckle."Pull in at the next hotel you can find." I said with a yawn. Ten minutes later,we were at a hotel. I went in and asked for two rooms. We both winded up with rooms next to one another.I figured that if we both went to bed, we could get up at seven and be at the cattle yard by noon the next day. Easy plan so I thought. I handed Kaleb the card key to his room. "Get some sleep, we leave at seven thrity so set your alarm for seven." I said in my bossy tone. He had a worried look on his face, I had no reason why he looked like that. I myself had a worried mind.The more I looked at this man, the more I wanted to look. I kept smacking myself in the head making myself think of my husband and kids. i called my husband as soon as I walked into my room and spoke breifly with him. He was asleep and I woke him.I found myself saying "sorry" over and over on the phone.
I layed in bed wide awake, it was now two in the morning. I stood up and glanced out the window. Not a soul out at this time. I had packed a two peice bikini in my bags because I was hoping to find a hottub along my trip, but now I am staying at a cheap hotel to follow budget. i had budgeted enough for me to stay at hotels that were more expensive but since I had Kaleb i was forced to down grade. However, there was a small pool, and I was going to jump in. My bikini fit me perfectly. It exposed all my freckles, and showed off my large breasts. i am petite, only 5'3. A size 7 not big, not little. I had a c-section scar that was hardly noticable unless you stared at it. I looked good for having two children. I looked in the mirror and thought about those scars on me. I exhaled and stated:"Battle Scars."
The water felt so good. I was pretending to be at the ocean as I dove undewater, holding my breath as long as I could. When I came up for air Kaleb was standing on the side of the pool watching me. I stood up and ran my hands through my hair. My hair is usually up in a bed head, now it was all wet and mussed. I adjusted my top and asked."What are you doing out here?" I was truly curious as to why this man was sneeking up and staring as I have a make beleive scuba diving trip." I was told to watch out for you, and here you are at three in the morning about naked in a pool alone. What is someone attacked you?" I rolled my eyes at him and started getting out of the pool. I reached for my towel and started walking to my room without speaking. He followed."Are you mad at me again?" he asked. I turned and looked at him. I know I had flames in my eye. I had them for three reasons. One, I do not like being treated like a damsel in distress, two, my privacy and daydream had been interupted and three, I was feeling a urge of lust for this intruding farm hand that I cannot seem to get away from. "No." I replied."I am mad at me. I am mad I let you come, I am mad that my husband thinks I am too weak to take care of things, I am mad that.... grrr I can't talk to you!" I walkd to my room, unlocked it and slammed the door.
Seven came around with a blink. I had showered, packed my things and was sitting in the truck waiting for Kaleb to finally come out. It was 5 minutes til eight and finally his door opens and he starts walking towards the truck. He gets in and we start off towards our destination. A little small talk , and what seemed only minutes... we arrived. I talked with the salesman, and walked the land looking at all the breeds that were to be sold. I let Kaleb place his opinion on which looked the best. I never let anyone place an opinion, but kaleb would be working with them and I had a respect for how he deals with my animals.
At about six that evening, I decided that supper should be gotten somewhere decent.we left the trailer at the sale house with my herd and drove to a resturant that the rancher had talked about. Somehow the movie "Oklahoma" was the topic of our conversation. "The oklahoma hello is the funniest part." I said. kaleb chuckled about it and we went in and ate. I was in good spirits and pleased with how the day had went. being out with the cattle that day had soothed me. we both joked and laughed about the farm and over some other goofy things. We drove to a hotel and booked two rooms like last time. As I walked to my door, I looked over and said to kaleb not to hunt me down and stare. I meant it as a joke, but he looked at me very seriously. his look then softened and he said he couldn't promise that. I smiled and went in and prepared for bed.
I layed in bed and thougth about Kaleb. I don't know much about him really. All I know is that he is a great farm hand, caring and seems to go with the flow. I couldn't help myself but think of him. I shouldn't, being that I have a husband that I love, but something in me was twisting and a burning kept flowing through me. I thought of Kaleb shirtless and kissing me. I felt a heat in my sex. I was getting so hot and wet. I decided to do what I always do in this situation. A woman that is alone 90% of the time gets horny from time to time. I brought a little friend with me called a "Rabbit." I settle down on the bed and started to please my self when I heard a knock on my door. I jumped up and threw the toy under the cover quickly and threw on my pajamas. I did it so fast that I didn't notice that the toy wasn't completely cover and it was on the edge. I took a deep breath to try to calm down from my slef pleasuring. I peeped out the peep hole and there was Kaleb.
"What do you want?" I asked loudly through the door. "I need to talk to you." He said back. I wasn't sure I should let him in, but against my better judgement...I did. He stepped in and started talking fast."I have to have your opinion on something. I haven't been able to sleep. You saw Sandra, I was just wanting your opinion on whether you think that she is the type for me?" I looked at him kind of shocked. I must had misred his touch the other night.I snapped out of it and said,"ummm, what type is she." He sighed and said. "Well, she is like you. An independant, beautiful, hard working, no nosense type." I paused a moment. "I am not like that but if she is and that is what you like, then go for it." I couldn't beleive that he thought that beautiful woman was like me. I think he needed his eyes or brain checked. "You really think I would have a chance?" He asked. "Oh my goodness, you mean does she have a chance with you? You are a handsome, strong man that works hard. She would be crazy not to want you, any woman would be crazy."I replied. He had the most huge grin on his face. He sighed real big and plopped on the side of the bed. When he plopped, there was a thud on the floor. At his feet was my "rabbit."
My placed my hands on my face and said. "OMG! I am so sorry." I didn't know whether to pick it up of run for my life. I was so embarassed."No need to be sorry, I should tell you sorry because I interupted something." I finally reached down and grabbed it quickly. I took it to the bathroom and almost burst into tears. I waited a few minutes hoping kaleb would just leave. I walked out to find him smiling and still sitting in the same spot. "I think you should go now." I said in a sad miserable tone. he stood up and said, "I can't." I looked at him curiously and said, "what?"
He walked close to me, placed his hands on my shoulders and said,"I have to fix what I messed up." I stood speechless at what he said. He then moved in real close and kissed me with the most sensual kiss. His lips was as if they were melting into mine. His tongue started to slide around mine. I kissed him back as passionate as I could. I could feel my heart ound, and my breathing started to build into a panic. I wrapped my arms around him and started to sink my nails into him. My mind was spinning. How could I, a married woman be passionatly kissing a man that is not my husband? How could I do this? How could I not?
My hands were trembling, and my sex ached to be touched. But somehow I came to my senses. I pulled away from Kaleb and placed my fingers to my lips. I could still feel the warmth of his lips. "I.... I can't do this." I swallowed hard as I spoke. "I want to but I just can't. I am so sorry." My heart sank as I spoke the words. He was panting a bit, he stepped toward me. " Do you know why I asked about Sandra? I asked becasue she is like you. I want you. I have always wanted you. I see you alone, a beautiful woman alone. I saw you in the pool, I wanted you then. When I took the keys, I wanted to kiss you." I looked up at him with fire in my eyes. "Why didn't you? I wanted you to." I stated. As soon as I said those words, his lips was back on mine.
I wanted him more than anything in that moment. He saw me, he saw me as a woman. A sexual woman, a woman with needs. He reached down and cupped my body and lifted me up. I wrapped my legs around his waist. I wanted him so much. he moaned in my mouth and I did the same. His breath was hot, and his lips tasted sweet. His wiskers scratched me, but it just intensified things. His sex was throbbing through his jeans. I could feel his muscles flex as he held me. I haven't been held for so long. He sat me back down, and started to take my top off. i didn't have a bra on. he felt my breasts with his strong hands. His hands were rough from work, but it pleased me.I took my pajama bottoms off, and looked at him and said,"take me against the wall. I want the next room to here me have an affair." He swiftly took his shirt and pants off and swooped me and and put me against the wall. I maoned with excitment. He then nibbled each of my breast. I almost growled in pleasure. he then bent down on his knees, while lifting one leg began to eat me. He nibble and sucked until, an orgasm washed over me. I screamed in my head and then out loud. It felt so good to be wanted. he then lifted me up and took his long cock and smoothly pushed it into me. He began to screw me hard. "Harder!" I yelled. He banged me so hard, my Body bounced off the wall. I wanted more... i want him to take me all it was worth. I may never feel this again, so I wanted to remember it. "Harder!" he did me so hard that it hurt but it felt so good. he then let out a groan and then began to quiver. I too began my orgasm. We came together. He slowly set me down on my feet. I almost fell to the floor. I reagained my footing and then grabbed him again with a kiss. Next thing I know... we are on the bed for another round.
To Be Continued....
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