Note: This is going to be very hard for me to write. It's about my soul-mate and best friend whom I loved dearly. She died in 1989 the week before she was to be married! We became close friends right from the start. We talked everyday whether in person or on the phone. We saw each other every day to hug and kiss. I have a new girlfriend now who has brought me back from total despair and taught me how to love someone again.
To my dear love Carolyn:
It's hard to believe that our love has past,
I thought we'd be together forever until the last.
I told you I knew right from the start,
That you my new love, had stolen my heart.
When we buried you it was such a great cost,
Without you presence, I felt so lost.
I fell into depression and started to drink,
Very heavily because I didn't dare think.
Being with you I questioned my luck,
We always made love and not just fuck.
With bodies entwined and your cat at our feet,
I kissed your lips, they tasted so sweet.
You always told me about your dates and lovers,
It made me want to hide my face in the covers.
But with me you were honest and true,
Which made me fall deeper in love with you.
You had dated so many that I lost count,
But always returned for me to mount.
Although it's been years since I saw you last,
I knew from the start our future was cast.
So my love, I wish you a very Happy Valentine's Day in heaven! I know that
I'll see you again soon. I almost did the day
after your birthday last year.
Love always, all ways!