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Oh, Jesus!
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I grew up seeing the handsome picture of Jesus on the wall of my grandparents and at church. I have always had a sense that he was a very sexual man. I mean, he had sex with Mary Magdalene, a whore, and knew the pleasure of such an experience.
I was in junior high and becomming aware of my sexuality. I had sneaked to read my brother'
s Playboy magazines when my parents were at church meetings. There was a picture of Jesus on my bedroom wall. This is where I discovered how good it felt to masturbate and fantasize. I even got up at night to stand nude in my bedroom window, knowing that my neighbors would be asleep but feeling turned on at the possibility that their son, who was 2 years older than me, might see my developing sexy body.
I had many fantasies during this time in my life. The most intense was imagining that Jesus often ministered to me. He often disrobed and taught me about sexual intimacy. I have never told anyone about this fantasy because I knew that they would consider it as blasphemy. I eventually met a female teacher at my private Christian school who listened to me tell about my private sexual experiences with Jesus and was turned on to this fantasy.
I told her how Jesus came to my home and sensed that I had a strong sex drive at this early age. He cleansed and kissed my feet and then continued to kiss my legs leading up to my moist vulva. I enjoyed feeling his beard against my loins. At one point he began sucking my pussy and leading me to my first big-O. He was so tender and loving and told me to never feel guilty about my mature sexuality. He taught me to fuck in many different positions and often spilled his creamy seed over my tits, face and ass. Eventually he said goodbye and left me wanting more intimacy, be it with him or with another man.
This experience has affected my ability to go to church, especially if there is a picture of the bearded Jesus. This is because I become very wet and horny at church and have a strong desire to fuck. It is very difficult to concentrate on the sermon because I am so distractred by my sexual fantasies and desires. There have been times when I sat at the back of the sanctuary and masturbated during the sermon. I have often noticed that when the sermon is oriented towards the sinfulness of sex outside of marriage that I get even more turned on. Sometimes, it is all that I can do to avoid my urge to approach the pastor or deacons and suggest that we have a good fuck!
The good thing about all of this is that I know that Jesus understands those people who have a strong sex drive. I often think about the sex life that he had; it definitely is not in the Bible but I know that it happened.
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