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Soon Never Came
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"I will look for you soon" he always used to say to me.
But he had no extra time, it just wasn't meant to be.
Our lust was forbidden because we both belonged to others.
Yet the attraction we had turned us into exotic lovers.
Working so hard at two jobs and being the man.
I loved how she took care of him and would always understand.
But there was a side of him he would not let her see.
That submissive bisexual secret side was what belonged to me.
I tried to get him to tell her who he really is so many damn times.
But she was very conservative and that would be crossing the line.
Him having sex with men is something she would never accept.
So I used him liked he needed it and all his secrets were kept.
Though people thought he was just using me.
I used him every bit as much, that they didn't see.
My out pouring of emotion over him the one I wanted around.
Tormented his mind and left him totally confounded.
He never counted on being my most favorite muse.
His inspiration never wavered but I left him so confused.
He did dangerous things to try to be with me when he could.
I wanted him so much I let him do it though I knew he shouldn't.
By the time I found out with her he was going to have a baby.
He had already left though my passion for him was still driving me crazy.
Possess him like an object that's what I craved to do.
I told him more than once for this it can only be you.
I hoped that he would submit and give his submissive side to me.
To keep all his secrets safe and give him peace of mind to simply be.
But having his life move so fast in another direction.
Caught him off guard and left no room for my affections.
Still people think I am a total sucker to understand.
But what they don't get is he will always be my submissive man.
When he is all alone in the dark and thinks of me.
I hope he realizes I will always give him anything he needs.
Yes it is true in a very kinky way I want to own his ass.
I will always be here for him no matter what should come to pass.
He was so emotionally closed off living such a fragmented life.
Being with me I'm sure reminded him of what he'd never get from his wife.
The last note he sent said "To continue I no longer have the strength of mind."
To let him go off and start his new life was what I had to do to be kind.
I replied asking if he would just let me know they are both doing great.
He responded he wished that he could say more but he had to move on it couldn't wait.
Now it has been months without a single word.
I hope if he remembers anything it's that my lust can be deferred.
My submissive baby don't you ever forget.
I will always take care of you but you'll never be in my debt.
Because unconditional love is what I have for you.
No matter what you do my lust will always be true.
I suppose I was a great big surprise that he could get what he needed from a girl.
Anytime he wants it I'll give it to him good he's the best piece of ass in this world.
It does not matter that "soon" never really came at all.
If you ever need what I have to give all you have to do is call.
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