I don't know why I still look for you. It's almost an obsession. Wherever I go I'm looking. Looking for that tall slim build with the broad shoulders and tapering waist. I so know what you would be wearing. An oxford shirt and kaki slacks, maybe a tie, maybe not. A sport jacket thrown over your shoulders, hands in your pockets as you walk. I see your salt and pepper hair with just that extra bit of length that is so sexy.
I think back to what we had, to all those times we made love and I fall for you all over again. I think of that first time we made love, you were so sensitive and sweet yet underneath it all I could feel your passion, your desire. It began so slowly with that first kiss that night in the restaurant, I knew right then we would be in bed that night............ I could feel it on your lips, taste it on your tongue.
We rode to your place touching and tasting the whole time.......god I wanted you so much and could feel the same feeling in your touch.You asked me to take my dress off so that you could see my lingerie, and your eyes never left me as I began to unzip it slowly. Would you take your shirt off first I asked," "I really want to look at your chest" You stood there with your eyes burning into mine and slipped out of your shirt. "Your turn now" you said softly. I let my dress drop to the floor.
You looked at me in awe and said "Leave the rest on baby, you look beautiful." I lay on the bed watchng as you finished undressing and then lay down beside me.You softly began kissing me down my neck, reahing my lace bra. You hungrilly found my nipples sucking on them with such pleasure and then down to my naval, to my panties.
Your teeth pulled them down over my thighs as you spread my legs with your hands. You kissed me and sucked so softly , My back arched and I felt my self rising up and over the edge. God you were wonderful. I begged you not to stop and it seemed lke forever that you kssed me. Then I sat foward and touched you where you were hardest. It was my turn to pleasure you now and I took you into my mouth using my tongue and lips to make you moan so deeply , holding my head between your hands begging me not to stop.
Then you rose up above me and entered me with so much passion I thouht I would split in two. Our hips matched each others thrusts and we were one, moving together , bringing each other up and over the top until we could take no more.I remember it so well, like it just happened. I remember all those times in between then and now.
But something went wrong, something got lost. Maybe it was the love or may be it was the outside world that entered into our privatw world.
I still look, I still watch, hopimg that I willl see you crossing the street or walking by that restaurant we first went to. My heart aches as I see someone close, but never quite the same as you. I keep on looking, wondering why, but some how I know I won't ever stop.