I sit quietly with nothing to say; Let them lay, don't stir them up.
No matter how restless I am; Be still this current of despair.
Deep down inside it runs free; I keep it locked up so no one will see.
A torrent of emotion, the deeper I go.
Feeling alone, all by myself; A fantasy when I want reality.
Never there when I am in need; But I still give with no hesitation.
My reserves are dwindling away; The emptiness is growing with each passing day.
Longing eats me up inside, the deeper I go.
Withdrawing from the world into myself; There I know exactly what to expect.
No waiting for disappointment to arrive; I am managing my loneliness by the hour.
Hoping gets me nowhere fast; Always wishing for something that will last.
Love and pain becomes same, the deeper I go.
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