It had been two years since the death of the only person who had ever loved me. I miss him. As I walked to meeting place,I thought about the last morning that we spent together, we had spent the weekend moving him into my place which was larger and closer to his job. I,who worked from home thought this arrangement would be good because he could home sometime for lunch and we would make love. He liked it as well.
Max was the most laid back guy that I had ever met. When I first saw him he was sitting at a table by the window of a restaurant that I was having dinner at. The light from the after noon sun was coming through the window and it made his blond hair seem to glow when he turn to face the waiter I saw him face on and loved what I saw. Full lips classical nose, large gray eyes sent in and angular face, that was very masculine. We locked eyes and smiled at each other and gestured at me to come and join at his table. He stood as I arrived and extended his hand for me to shake.
Hi I am Max Hunt, he said as he looked me straight in the eyes and smiled.
I am Matt Lowery,I said as I looked deep into his blue ones and I smiled.
After that meeting we were never a part. We were not intimate the first week which was strange for the both of us as we had talked about everything including that. We seem to need to cover all the bases before getting to that and that we did.
One night after a basketball game we went back to his place and sat around talking about the game. Then it seem in a blink of an eye we were in each others arms,just hugging nothing more. Something that we had not done until now. The hugging quickly turn to kissing and all that followed. We held each other like we had been waiting for each other all of our lives. In some instance we had, it was hard to be a gay man in a world that considered you less then human if you were. We both had tried to fit in and failed at it, then at different time in our lives we took a stand and claimed our life and who we were.
We slowly stripped each other of our clothes placing kisses,licks and bites where clothes revealed skin. I was the aggressor as I forced him up against the wall and unzipped his jeans and pushing them and his underwear down to his knees. The scent of his body was a mixture of citrus and him, it aroused me beyond belief. His chest was smooth,nipple the size of quarters, the color of amber a company six pack abs, ending with a cock that was shaven. I went down on to my knees and grabbing it and slid it into my mouth . It was long and thick and the head bulbous and I licked and suck I got my first taste of precum and I wanted more. I started suck his cocks hard and massaging his balls milking him for more. Max grabbed my head and started to fucking my face. His passion and my need drove us and with moans and groans Max came firing hot cum into my mouth and down my throat as I slurped up the rest. Hold tight to his firm ass I sucked and licked him clean so much so that he became hard again. This time I step back and stripped off all of my clothes as he finished taking off his. Now both of us naked we melted back together and picked up where we left off, with lips kissing and hands caressing. We were rough in the handling of each other and yet here was tenderness there . We ended up in his bed laying on our sides with our head between each other legs sucking cocks, massaging balls and fingering ass holes. I knew that I was going to fuck his ass tonight as I am sure he knew he was going to fuck mines. We both came sucking hard and swallowing hot cum as we came. Unable to move from coming so hard,I laid there as Max turn his body around and leaned over and kissed me. Our tongue danced together so that we could taste the mixture of our cum and passion. We fell asleep wrapped in each others arms only to wake hours later to feed the passion again. Later in the shower as the warm water ran over our bodies we washed each other slowly talking as kissing as we did. I could feel the need for me to be in him and him in be growing as Max washed my back.
"Fuck me,"I said to him without looking him in the face as I position myself to receive his cock in my ass.
He started off slowly pushing the head of his cock into me slowly allow my to adjust to the pain that quickly turned to pleasure when he had his cock all the way in up to his balls. The warm water beat a rhythm on our bodies that seem to match the one that Max and I was keeping as he fucked me. Then we quickened the pace and I grabbed my cock started to jack off as I screamed for Max to fuck me hard. I came as he came firing his cum into me as I fire my cum on to the shower wall. We both dropped down on to the shower floor and laid there letting the water run over us. My body released Max and he pulled me into his arms and kissed my lips and eyes as he whispered his feeling to me. Later that day I fucked him in the hallway of my condo and then in my bed. It was there that we decided that he should move in with me,which didn't happen for about three weeks. When he agreed,I was very happy and made some plans for our life together, it was then that he told me that he his job was going to loan him out to another company for two weeks and that he would be working the one of the Twin Towers. I don't know why when he said that my heart seemed to have skipped a beat and a sense of dread came over me. I shook it off and forgot about it. Later I would spend days, weeks wondering why I had not asked him to stay home that day.
He kissed me good bye and smiled at me as he had done everyday since we had met. I watch the love of my life leave it that day. He was in the first tower that was hit and was on the floors where many jumped to their death or were burned to death. I pray that death came to him quickly and he felt no pain.
So now two years later on September 11th I gather with others to remember those that we have known and loved and to acknowledge their passing. As we do so with speeches prays and songs,I look through my tears, I smile because I can still see a shadow of his smile.