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Unleashed Desire
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When it was good it was the best, when it was bad it was the worst.
My obsession with you makes me feel like I am cursed.
My heart is blind when it comes to you.
It always longs for you no matter what you do.
It makes me feel foolish like I have no common sense.
Like I am walking on a tight rope, balancing on a razor topped fence.
No matter which way I fall I will be sliced to pieces.
Though I realize the danger how I want you never decreases.
Self destructive yes I am but only when it comes to you.
I'd let you break my heart a thousand times and my love would still be true.
You have slipped away from me and I think you won't be coming back.
My heart is broken once again in the face I have been slapped.
I made a giant mistake at my lowest moment I needed you.
Then your true colors surfaced and you left me right on queue.
You had your own reasons and I said I understood.
I let you go your own way because I really thought I should.
Now I miss you every day and my obsession is growing still.
They all tell me you will eventually come back but I don't really think you will.
There was never anyone that could make my heart beat so fast.
You were a fire that burned so hot I knew that it could never last.
I would do anything for you if you had only trusted me.
I don't know what to do now that I have set you free.
Because my heart is still haunted every day by the memory of you.
How could something that seemed so perfect leave my mind without a clue?
Not knowing is the hardest thing for a big control freak like me.
I know the dangers that you face and wonder will they come to be?
I knew all along you would choose to live this lie.
Keep on hiding in the closet and denying that you're bi.
I just hope if it all blows up you will remember where I am.
There is no one who knows you better or will take care of you like I can.
There I go once again offering you everything I have.
Though I know I will always be left just feeling sad.
You are a cross that I bear like a sacrificial lamb.
No matter what you do I will always understand.
You have a piece of me I don't think you realize that you took.
Releasing this deep desire sending me right off the hook.
Now I have this need that is only satisfied by you.
It will forever go unfulfilled yet it sticks with me like glue.
Mired in this state of confusion of the heart.
I think it will never leave me as long as we are apart.
Always and forever I will be wishing you well.
If I had any common sense at all I would have told you to go to hell.
But now the only thing that I can ever seem to do.
Is give you the benefit of the doubt and keep on wanting you.
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