Yes, it's another Valentine's Day for me. My truest love has long been gone from my life but I have learned to carry on. My newest girlfriend is so jealous of my old love interests. I tried to make her understand that my lover and friend was gone but always in my heart!!
She says to me "I can't compete with someone who will always be young and beautiful!" I tell her again that Carolyn is dead and she has no competion. Every part of me now is a reflection of this past romance and I wouldn't trade it away for anything. "I'll always love you Carol...forever!" I say in my dreams.
Does she hear me? I don't know! I certainly hope so.
Our relationship was a "love at first sight" thing. I saw this beautiful woman sitting across the dining table and was mesmerized by her beauty. She obviously felt the same and followed me home one night after work. I had stopped to play some computer poker at a favorite game site. I heard this sweet soft voice and turned around to see her. "Whatcha doing?" she asked.
We wound up going to the local Waffle House for breakfast and I followed her home. Nothing happened but a quick kiss goodnight because she already had a boyfriend yet I knew this had been a magical occurence to be repeated many times.
Her boyfriend, Chris broke up with her on Christmas eve 2 years later and I had to console her grief. We were best friends then. I told her that I loved her and would always stand beside her till the end. I did! She had told me one night that I would never know just how much I meant to her and she was right. She died a few years later without telling me how she felt.
I dated a few other women during our relationsnip. I think the one that Carol hated the most was Becky. When we were dating, we'd spend the weekends together either at my place or hers. We took vacations together which took my attention away from Carol. The main reason that Becky and I split was because Carol had asked me to spend a weekend with her. "I miss you!" she had told me. I could never disappoint her so I told Becky I had to take care of some really important business so I could visit with the love of my life. It wasn't long before Becky and I were just past lovers!
I won't go into a lot of detail about Becky since this story is about Carolyn. I will say that Becky was a great lover. She loved to be fucked! She had been married twice but when I had my cock inside her she felt like a virgin to me. She told me that she exercised her kagels daily in order to please the men in her life. She always tried to get me to park in a secluded space and fuck her when I would transport her to the building she worked in. I never did though. That would have gotten us both fired had we been caught!
So with this thought in mind...tell everyone that's a special part of your life "I love you"! You may never get the chance again!!
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