I am trying so hard to want you but I just can't get excited;
You are giving me nothing at all to keep my senses delighted.
All I want is a little bit of your time so we can develop a bond;
To make you keep your promises I think I'd need a magic wand.
I feel like I am going insane, beating my head up against a wall;
You always start out so hopeful but then you always stall.
The pretty words you say to me are sweet music to my ears;
But then you never follow through seems you're always changing gears.
I feel like you are the boy who cried wolf to the whole town;
Because anytime I want you, you are nowhere to be found.
I am not stupid I realize you are not physically attracted to me;
I have long legs, round tits and ass but my strap on is all you see.
I really don't know why the universe has made our paths cross;
Your selfish behavior just leaves me feeling lost.
Like I am a giant fool for feeling sorry for you;
Are you really that oblivious, do you even have a clue?
I think that if in the near future you don't let me know who you really are;
This giant divide in my heart making me not want you will just enlarge.
I am becoming indifferent I want something new;
I think it won't be long before I am through with you.
Please don't blow this opportunity you don't know what you will lose;
Just a few minutes of your time, it's up to you, you must choose.
I know things have not turned out at all like you had planned;
But you being so secretive is something I just don't understand.
We should take solace in each other this I hope you will heed;
Because very specialized are the things that we both need.
We can give that to each other if you can open up;
But running out so quickly, with me is your luck.
I am hanging on by a thread, trying to help you;
At this moment in time leaving you be is all I can do.
The ball is in your court baby will you volley or quit?
Please don't keep me waiting forever I just can't deal with this shit.
You know it only takes a second to shoot me a text or an email;
I think you treat me like a man not a woman, that is where you fail.
Treat me like something to be treasured that will always have your back;
And if you ever get to me baby you know it's your ass I will attack.
I will give you everything you ever wanted and give it times two;
I feel like such a huge sap, this is so one sided I don't know what to do.
I am trying to find the lust for you I once had;
It has faded so far away thinking of you makes me sad.