It has been over a year now since that unthinkable act of total submission occurred - a capitulation of ultimate proportions to the supreme Goddess who now owns my soul and controls the fate of my very existence. As if in a robotic state, I am powerless to resist Her commands and nothing short of total compliance will be acceptable. I should have known it would come to this - She warned me repeatedly. But surely, I said to myself over and over, I could and would kick this addiction and eventually free myself from Her spell. But it was not to be, and I know that the final moment of reckoning is near - a moment in which I will pay the ultimate price for an unbridled obsession that I bear for this satanic-like Goddess - an obsession so strong that I would die for Her - yes, die in the literal sense - give up my life so that She may have Her pleasure.
It was at a cocktail party in Monterey, California that I first met Irina. The event was hosted by a local law firm for the benefit of a local politician who was running for reelection. As my wife and I mingled among the crowd engaging in boring conversation, it happened. She was standing about 20 feet away when my eyes locked onto Hers. She was petite, about 5'3" in heels - long silky dark hair and a tight toned body graced by a stylish and hugging white dress that accentuated Her soft delicate curves. She was jaw dropping gorgeous and She knew it. Displaying total indifference to Her escort, She was intent on focusing Her gaze upon me for some reason. Those few seconds seemed like an eternity. In a near hypnotic state, I could not look away. Finally She mercifully interrupted the moment with a wry smile as she turned her head, and began to walk away. As She glided through the crowd towards the open doors of the adjacent balcony, you could see heads turn, as almost magically, a path cleared in front of Her as She moved. It was truly a breathtaking sight - She was breathtaking in every literal sense of the word. How telling those words would be.
... to be continued
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