i parked my car and felt myself shaking...very nervous...the anticipation of meeting someone for the first time is not fun...it is overwhelming...
with each step i took that brought me closer to the entrance of the hotel, my heart pounded harder and faster...
so many thoughts racing through my mind with each step towards chad...
chad was most definitely 'there'...i recognized his gentle gaze immediately...he was a very slight man...slender build, not muscular, yet it suited his apparent gentleness...
our eyes met and i knew he recognized me right away...he started to walk towards me with his hand out to touch mine...he was dressed very neatly and unpretentiously...i was wearing my favorite faded blue jeans, a simple white sleeveless top and a soft gray blazer...
chad was easy to talk to, very easy-going, talked about how much he enjoyed visiting san francisco...
he asked if i wanted to walk a bit and perhaps stop somewhere for coffee and a snack...he led me to a little mall, ...i wasn't hungry though, i never am when first meeting someone, although sometimes eating a little something gives me something to do with my hands when i am nervous...although i could put my hands to much better use than stuffing my face with food...
we sat and warmly talked... i cannot remember why he said he was in san francisco, except that it had something to do with his work...and i cannot remember what his work was either...it seems i dismissed everything so easily, perhaps sensing our involvement was going to be one of the most free experiences i ever encountered...
somehow we managed to chat for a while about small talk...and the beauty of san francisco...sipping our coffee as if we had all day...he never once looked at his watch...
i remember thinking i could not stay with him for an indefinite time...i did have to get back home before it got late...so when chad asked to leave and we walked back to his hotel i was ready to accept his suggestion...
he asked on the way back if i would like to go to his room, even suggesting ordering something from room service...i said i didn't know they had room service as the hotel was not a big well known looking place from the outside...but i also sensed chad was just filling in the gaps of inviting me up to his room...
and i knew, i knew so well he was inviting me up to fuck me...and i felt the freedom of fucking someone with no strings...no identity...two people in need of touch who simply wanted to feel each other's bodies entangled for a moment of sexual excitement...
chad offered me something to drink and he had some bottled water with him...i felt like pouring the bottled water all over my naked body to cool down...
i remember we sat on the edge of the bed...there were two beds side by side...we sat on the bed closest to the window and the fan...
chad was so relaxed and acted as if our meeting this way was no big deal... as if he knew life was simply a series of moments and he wanted to make the best of his moments with me...
i think his soft confidence relaxed me...
he smiled with his very kind face...soft features, light brown hair thinning at the top, but straight and combed back neatly...chad had green eyes and was cleanly shaven...
he looked into my eyes, smiled and simply said "i'm so glad you decided to meet with me"....as if he knew somehow i had struggled with meeting him there...
and all i could say back to chad was the very same, that i was glad he decided to meet with me...and then he said "my pleasure"...
and then of course the moment finally came "do you mind if i kiss you"?
when he asked me that my heart sank...as i was so very ready
so i looked at chad and i said "no, i don't mind at all"....
his arms curled around me and held me securely and yet he held me as if i was a precious bundle and he would not do anything to make me feel uncomfortable...his lips met mine...at first his kiss was devouring my lips...as if he, once again was thinking of me and not wanting to overwhelm me...it was a sweet soft kiss and it lasted for a good long minute...and i say good long minute because when kissing someone just on the lips, to hold our lips together for a minute seems like a long time...a long delicate kiss, one not yet bold enough to invade my mouth with his teasing tongue...
then chad broke away from his kiss and stroked my hair back....he said i was a wonderful kisser and for once i couldn't say anything back or babble to him in my nervousness...i merely let his comment ride...
with that chad got up and began to pull back the covers on the twin bed...he apologized to me about it being 'not much'...but i was shaking inside and i didn't care about how fancy the bed was...i knew what was cumming next and my emotions were all over the place...asking myself why am i here, why shouldn't i be here, do i want to be touched, and how i need to be touched...and how i want to experience satisfying my strong sexual desires, something i had waited to be able to do for many years...
after chad turned down the bed he came back to sit next to me again...and this time without asking me, his arms reached around my body holding me as if i were a precious delicate being and he kissed me and his tongue didn't hesitate to slide into my mouth and search inside my mouth for the warm wetness and delight he so needed...his hands began to rove, but patiently, not anxiously...as if he cherished making his every move slow and meaningful...his hands savored my breasts, sneaking up under my white top and feeling my soft skin for the first time...
i let my hand glide up under his knit shirt and feel his chest...his chest hairs were soft and sparse and his slenderness made me feel flabby...but his fingers were not interested in my flabby areas, they were concentrating on my breasts undoing my bra...i remember his hands reaching in back trying to undo my bra and i was wearing a bra that had a clasp in the front...i remember his confusion and how my hand rescued his hand bringing his hand around the front of my bra, allowing his fingers to feel the clasp and give him the pleasure and control to undo my bra himself...
opening up the bra from the front is very sensual...he watched as he opened the bra pulling it apart slowly, and my breasts gently fell against my chest, like opening a book with inserts that pop out at you and entertain your eyes...both his hands glided up over my breasts holding them, fondling them, toying with my nipples...and it was time for me to take off my white top and let it fall where it may...
with that chad slid his knit shirt off, i was still wearing jeans and for some reason chad had not reached for my zipper yet...i was feeling terribly nervous and for some reason wanted chad to take the lead, even though i was the one who contacted him on the dating site...chad started kissing me again, fondling my breasts, deep french kisses, passionate kisses...kisses in which he took a lot of time and thought to envelope me with...his sensitivity excited me and again i knew that for a couple of hours chad and i were free...i needed to let myself go...it was clear to me chad wanted to treat me special and simply enjoy our moments...
chad stood up and reached for me to stand up with him...he reached for my zipper and without giving it any thought i reached for the clasp on his pants...he unsnapped my jeans and unzipped them and i undid his clasp and unzipped his gray pants...
we both slid out of our pants allowing them to fall to the floor at the exact same time ...no questions asked...no big deal...our pants had now become cumbersome and they needed to go...simple as that...
i always wear bikini underwear and often times they are lace...such was the case when i was with chad and he smiled and said how beautiful my underwear were...i smiled and said "well, perhaps i should leave them on then"...chad never responded in words, rather his actions...as his hands quickly slid those beautiful lace underwear all the way down to my ankles and having me step out of each opening one at a time, drawing my foot through them...i smiled and said "i wish i could tell you your underwear are beautiful chad"....and with that he kicked off his underwear and quickly said "what underwear?"....finally, i began to feel at ease, because strange as it sounds, chad's underwear were the one piece of his clothing he removed and let them remain on the floor...
there we stood before each other...the real thing...our eyes free to roam our nakedness...his cock was smooth and protruding, as if it were checking me out and stretching itself as much as it could to see me...his cock was, in my mind, happy and healthy and average in size...and i must stay i never cared about the size of man's cock, i cared about how tenderly a man uses his cock...
chad reached down to tenderly fondle my pussy...and with that i reached over to tenderly fondle his cock...and again he put his arms around me with a firm yet loving grip and kissed me for what seemed like endless minutes...
his hands swarming all over my contours, sifting over my skin, seemingly noting my softness and curves, tracing my figure, moving his hands over my heart shaped hips, moving them up and down my contour, as if to remember my shape in his memory for a long time to cum...
he reached for my waist and with his arm around it walked to the bed...he sat me down and pulled the blanket farther back to sit beside me...he looked in my eyes and said "i am glad you are here with me"...
with that i moved over a tad and lay myself down on the pillow...it felt right for me to crawl inside the tiny bed and he gently crawled in right beside me pulling the sheet up just a tad, and again reaching over to touch me, fondle me...trace my entire silhouette with his fingers...
chad soon slithered his way on top of me...just before doing so his fingers explored my pussy hairs and the folds beneath them...he rubbed me softly over my clitoris and felt my wetness...of course i reciprocated and reached for his cock...it was firm now and as i reached around to caress it fully in my grasp i moved my hand up and down and chad moaned with delight...chad was a kisser...and he loved to put everything he had into a kiss...and once again just before slithering his eager excited body over mine, he gave me another long and teasing kiss...his tongue exploring every groove inside my mouth...wiggling down my throat and outlining the edge of my lips...our faces pushed together tightly moving all around with intense emotion...
then with the flick of a moment chad was wrapped all around my body...pushing his cock and balls in an 'up an down' motion...not yet entering me...just teasing me with his wad of sexual yearning knocking at the entrance of my vaginal opening...pumping and rubbing back and forth over my pussy...and all the while his kisses, his lips, his tongue engaged with mine...never leaving my lips unattended...he continued kissing me the entire time his body was immersing itself into mine...his skin was warm and smooth...and he was very gentle...never once rough and taking anything for granted...as if i were a delicate treasure and he wanted to taste every jewel on my body and treat it with utter fascination...
it was clear that he was enjoying our bodies touch...and i knew how important touch was...and the way he touched me made me feel special and pleasing...i let my hands and fingers roam his backside and down over his buttocks...
he asked me if i was comfortable and all i could say was "oh yes"....and i kept waiting for the moment...the moment when chad's cock would enter my body...it seemed chad wanted to build me up for that very moment...and i was awaiting that moment in nervous yet needy anticipation...
chad wedged his body down over mine...pushing just enough to widen the placement of my legs...and little by little my legs began to spread apart...just enough to allow chad's cock to sink way down under and the head of his cock to push up against my burning biting hole...i felt the wetness and i could not tell if it was his or mine...surely it was both of our desires mixing together paving the entrance of my opening with the slippery ease of delight...
chad never reached down to maneuver his cock...his cock found its way inside me without any prompting...his cock slid and eased inside me and softly celebrated its journey, moving slowly, ever so sure of itself...savoring each move deep within me and each move sliding out of me...
more kisses while chad's cock swam deep below...swam the depths of my longing and passion and need to behold the beauty of a man's cock...
chad began to move a bit more deliberately now...a bit more determined...a bit more in dire need of feeling his hard cock buried deeply inside my warm walls...
i lifted myself up to mesh with chad's sensitive rhythm and my body would follow the same motion with his as his cock slid in and out of me, my wetness allowing him to slide with ease...to aid his far reaching cock into my depths...
faster and deeper...we were in unison...we
were blending together...mingling together...his cock celebrating my warm welcome...
we fucked...we were truly fucking...and everything in the world around us ceased to exist...all there was to our lives was his cock and my pussy joined together, fucking, and fucking in perfect harmony...
harmony is a good word...because i felt truly harmonious with chad...our bodies seemed to take over our minds...and i let my body flow and go and feel chad's cock invade my life...just for a moment...a tiny moment in my life...i enjoyed a man's cock freely and simply...a man and a woman together in perfect harmony...and the word 'fuck' was a beautiful word...chad fucked me...in and out...from slow and steady to fast and hard...
chad moaned softly and his kisses remained sensitive as if he could not take his lips from mine for fear i would disappear...i enjoyed kissing and fucking at the same time...i felt all of chad, his entire being filling my being...filling my vaginal hole with his cum and everything he could give to me as a man to a woman...
chad moaned and suddenly his lips lifted from mine...his eyes were closed tight and i peeked to see if the total sexual bliss between us was depicted on his face...and it was...his face was lost in the moment, eyes closed, he was truly somewhere else...and i enjoyed being able to give him all that i could give in being a woman...i wanted to be a beautiful sensuous woman and i wanted to feel chad explode inside me...
and as he lifted his face over mine, finally
taking his lips and tongue away holding our kisses in limbo, chad's cum shot deep within me...i could feel his cock lurching, contracting, jerking...i could feel his entire body withdraw and tense up and then suddenly relax...stretched over me and quivering as if my body were suddenly the fluffiest cloud and he was in heaven totally resting and relying on me to keep him afloat...
i could feel chad's cum flowing within me...i could feel its heated passion...and he let it linger...he let his cock linger in my soft warm walls ever so inviting, and totally and completely feminine...i felt his cock soften and curl up within me as if it wanted to take a nap and lay inside my warm pink lair and savor me in his dreams...
i enjoyed being a woman at that moment...pleasing a man...being touched and held and adored...being treated like a rare jewel that sparkled in a man's eyes and tantalized his every fantasy...
chad slowly and carefully rolled over to my side and put his arm around my waist...and for the third time he told me "i'm so glad you decided to meet with me"...
for once, i really believed a man...i really believed he did enjoy meeting with me and he wanted nothing more than to be a man and allow me to be a woman...
his hands gently smoothed over my breasts, my nipples still erect...my hands gently explored his chest and rubbed it sweetly...and for one lasting moment finding their way down to caress his cock, wet with our soft gentle union...
there was no mention of the future...but i have to say i liked that we never spoke of the future...there was something magical about capturing our moment and enjoying it as a man and a woman, allowing our bodies to blend and flow and unite with no agenda...no future, no pain, no drama...merely a moment captured in freedom and sweet desire...
chad kissed me again... he never looked at the time...he even asked me if i wanted something from room service, again, which i didn't think the hotel even had...but i found it amusing that he should want to feed me something besides his cum...although it was understood between us that there was only one meal we wanted to feast on..
i didn't feel bad when chad and i began to end our meeting...we both got dressed and the silence between us felt fine...there weren't any words we needed to fill in the blank spaces with...the spaces had been filled with our embraces...
it was late afternoon and i knew it was time for me to gather myself back into reality and make my way home...i knew chad would kiss me again...
and he did...
just as tender as he did the first time...wavering just long enough to let his kiss speak for his gentle gaze and kind soul...
i think chad knew how short life is and
sometimes the most beautiful moments are those that are free, no ties to bind, no future, simply fulfilling a beautiful sexual connection a woman...
chad walked me to my car...he was one of the few who had seen that my car was expensive and he never said a word or stared at the car...rather he stared into my eyes and gave me our last kiss and his gentle gaze uttering a soft goodbye...
i drove home wishing everything in life could be so simple...pure gentle meaningful sex, without strings, without control...
sex is beautiful when treated with sincerity...and with every mile that brought me closer to home, my body craved that moment when I would close my eyes in my bed and would remember each moment chad and I had as he fucked me with passion.
I knew I would use his cum to bring myself to a tremendous orgasm...and oh did I ever!
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