I wonder if he is thinking of me when he wakes, like I think of him. if He lays in bed wishing I was next to him at night. If he loves me and wants me in the way I want and love him.
I dream about him every night. In so many different ways. I dream of him holding me, his arms around me and his face close to mine. I dream of his kiss, how it wouls feel to have his lips on mine , spreading my lips apart and slipping his toungue through to explore my mouth as I explore his. To have him on top of me kissing me, sliding in and out of me. Teasing me. To be on top of him, teasing him, kissing him, making him want more because I always want more of him.
I dream of what it would be like if I woke up next to him. How he would react. I've dreamt of us being together, married with kids. I've dreamt of us as once lovers passing by because I know that he is not mine. I've dreamt of him with another, he's happily married. I dream of us always being in eachothers life in one way or another but always close as we have been for years.
He is the one I have leaned on when I've had my heart broken by the guys I've invited into my life. He is the only "man" I know. He's a gentleman sweet, loving, kind, chivarlous, protective,strong,and honest.
I tell him I love him every day. multiple times a day and he says it back. My fantasy though is that he loves me the way I love him.
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