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summer of 1985
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I am a woman that knows about loosing some of the most important things in my life.
It's not just about loosing it. Its also about having it all and then loosing it and trying to recover
it again just not as quickly and maybe not even at all.
My life has been full of ups and downs. Since I can remember I lost my father to his fear
of inadequacy.so he just stepped out one Sunday morning and never came back after that my life\par
spiraled into poverty with a mother fighting to keep our heads out of the water I mean we weren't \par
starving that I know of just ate plenty of chicken and dumplings.Til now after some good 20 yrs I
couldn't eat them. I Am that young teenage girl who saught out the love that I missed from my father
in different boys at school but none of them what I thought I needed I don't mean I was doing them
just you now the Boy friend, Girl friend thing! but none of them ever filled that empty void that I had.
Until the summer I went to Chicago with my mother on a business trip. And met a young man who
was our DJ at the party they had for all the people at the conference.oh he was a handsome tall black
man and he sure got my attention we exchanged numbers and planned to meet up later for a tour
of the city at night. well I was 15yrs old and he must have been at least 20 or 22 but man he had me
with butterflies in my stomach over him these were feelings I had never experienced before until then.
I believe that , that summer was the start of my realization of what a hot sexy item I was and had never
had felt the warmth and yearning I was felling deep within me. it was unexplainable I couldn't ask my
my mother. God to her sex is only to procreate and definitely not for pleasure. I never had anyone
tell me about you know it(sex). the night we went out oh my it sure was a unforgettable experience
we started out just holding hands you know like he was testing the waters with me and all this heat
that I was felling inside had me all giddy and giggly. it wasn't til he took me on the L subway that
things didn't get going we were talking about how great the city was and then he changed the subject
to how great I looked in my little mini skirt you remember the Madonna look I loved to show off my
large hips and ass. as he held my hand and whispered in my ear.taunting me about how I looked
and smelt I had never had a guy tell me any of the things that Zach was telling me.and he snuck a
kiss on my neck that really turned my flames up to sizzle me down in my snatch I felt so wet and
didn't know what was causing it but it sure did feel good. we were causing people to stare I guess
it was unusual to see a young white girl with a Tall dark and handsome young Black man so he
asked me if I really wanted to give them a show and me all swooped up in the moment said yes
and he picked me up and sat me straddling him and all that was between he and I was my lace
string bikini panties and his denim jeans It was the first time I ever felt hard on and boy was it a
impressive package. He started caressing me and hugging me as we kissed he would run his hands
threw my long black hair but one time he gently pulled it back so that my head would fall back and
he ran hot warm kisses down my neck and nibbled on my ear and out of no where I realized was
moaning with such passion and we were in such ecstasy that I was ridding him like a wild child.
we stayed on the train until our car was empty. because I had left the biggest wet spot on the
front of his jeans we snuck off the train and just walked what seemed to be a eternity .til we got
to his house so he could change jeans was a necessity. wow we made out a little more at his
house in his room he asked if I wanted to make love with him. but I was too scared to I was still
a virgin and I had felt his hard on when we were grinding on the train and I knew that it would probably
kill me cause he was at least a good 9" or possibly 10" and I asked him nicely to not get angry
with me but that I wasn't ready to go all the way yet he told me that he understood and respected
my decision. But that didn't mean that we didn't continue to make out man could he kiss I loved
his full lips and that tong did miracales for me and his smooth hands caressing my big ass
and thighs were oh my God fabulous he soon found my wet little cunt. first I stopped him cause
no one had ever touched my little pussy and I was sort of afraid but he promised that he would
only touch and rub my little cunt with his fingers and nothing else. so I said OK cause it really felt
so good he began to just smoothly gently rub my outer lips and squeeze my hot pussy tight.
man that felt so great that I again was moaning and whimpering to his touch.I guess I was a bit to
loud we were heard by his sisters who came to see who was down in his room cause they had
not seen us come in the house. because we snuck in so no one would see the wet mess on his jeans
and they caught us in the middle of our lust and play it was so embarrassing to me to get caught.
His sisters were shocked to see him with me a little white girl and they started arguing about how
he needed get me out of the house before I caused them trouble and we had to leave I was
scared that I was going to be physically kicked out by his very large sisters so I made him take
me back to my hotel down town as we rode the train I fell asleep in his arms. I was so tiered
from our sensual encounter.He carried me all the way back to my hotel from the train station
and gave me a kiss Good Night and asked if we could remain in contact and I said yeah sure
I got your number but I was only their for another day and I returned to Florida the fallowing
evening. This was definitely an experience to remember!!!
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